My Lyf be Like.........

Right now!
I feel like Juanita Bynum when her fiance' asked her for her ring back so that he could give her a bigger one when he got back from war, and then he went and gave the same ring to another chick and married her instead!
THATS how i feel right now............................
I asked the Lord why me, why does the things that happen to me happen........
Well when i asked before he said something along the lines of its because I Love You, ahhhhh guys where im from you dont make the people you love see fire, confirm?! Well this scripture came to mind,
Isaiah 55 v
⁸ "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," says Yahweh.

⁹ "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

....... dang, God is good huh, i mean he's real good he's got a scripture for everything, and a deeper meaning to things that sometimes we just cant see, he's got a soul winning plan at the end of everything so i will work along the almighty. I say work because ya'll know it ain't easy.
Anyway in further conversation with the Lord i realised that it aint never going to stop is it?!
Then this scripture
Hebrews 12
⁶ For whom the Lord loves, he chastens, and scourges every son whom he receives."

⁷ It is for discipline that you endure. God deals with you as with children, for what son is there whom his father doesn't discipline?

Eh bantu! Can i even whine and complain after that! I will continue anyway, the Lord says that he's putting me through this that i can minister to people, of which they are many, who have the same issues. Those who suffer from feeling Rejected, Lied to, Deceived, Misled, Betrayed and all other words of tyranny you can think of.
Guys its not easy, my stomach for the past week or so has been in my mouth! The Jovial Fungai is dying to come out but he can't find his way out until the Lord finishes what he is doing in this season!
Ohhhhh ahhhhhh, thts the pain of a deadly blow, Who do i trust? Who do i let know my all? Jesus! Yes well great answer but lets not get over spiritual here! I mean God puts us into family and puts people around us, but i just dont understand why sometimes you can't tell the difference between a Christian friend and an unsaved friend! Should there not be a difference i wonder?

Lord all i can say is work it out in me, chasten me, scourge me, discipline me to where you want me to be!

i will end with this Phillipians 3 v
⁸ Yes most certainly, and I count all things to be loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus, my Lord, for whom I suffered the loss of all things, and count them nothing but refuse, that I may gain Christ

May God Bless you all, and do not resist whatever the Lord is doing in you! Forgive as you have been forgiven! (tht is more for me than for anyone else)
With much Love,
The El

"My life be like ohhh ahhh, ohhhh ohhhh, Times like these that make me say Lord if you see me please come my way" -Grits